Lament! Agony! And other things I feel!

I am the worst blogger, am I not? Like, couldn’t I be a little more consistent about it?

To tell you the truth, I am exhausted. Life has been getting me down a bit lately, bleeps. I’m sure you can all relate. Things generally suck right now, and I’m trying to keep a positive outlook, but it’s tough. Let’s face it: I’m not the kind of bubbly, super-optimistic person who can keep a chin up and always look at the bright side of life, as Monty Python might say. I’m pretty sure it’s hereditary. If you’ve ever met my dad, you understand where I’m coming from.

Recently, I’ve been doing a lot more thinking about what I want from life…and I haven’t come up with much. I mean, I have a few ideas, but they seem so farfetched, you know? Like, this could never actually happen to me. BUT I still have hope, and that’s something. So tell me: what do you do when the world gets you down? Do you write, watch movies, set goals, take a vacation? I tend to find new obsessions to distract me. Speaking of which, I won’t even tell you how many times I’ve seen Twilight since my last post. Just know that it’s more than one and less than eight.

I am fairly excited about this month; my social engagement calendar keeps filling up. There’s always a chance I’ll get all weird and reclusive and end up staying home instead of going out, but it’s nice to have options. Part of me is excited about Christmas, and part of me just wants to chuck it all and go somewhere tropical. For. Ev. Er.